bdd nightmare

edrtwt’s fattest gym bro

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

post gym pump bc from my instagram story… i always feel so fat seeing bmi 25 in my bio and have to remind myself that I’m probably one of the only gym bros on here #edrtwt #edtwt

[girlie ౨ৎ @polkadoodledot]

i mean this is in least backhanded way possible, but the fact that people can be overweight without being consumed by feelings of self-disgust/hatred is such an alien concept to me. like, you know you’re overweight but don’t base your entire self-worth on that ??? #jealous 😭😭

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

lost ten pounds in one week 😛

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

@elderisback the protein brownie was fucking disgusting, i dont even think i swallowed the one bite i took

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

drizzilicious has become a fear food of mine because i genuinely cannot stop myself from downing an entire bag and then probably binging right after :/ #edrtwt

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

having a restrictive ed during late fall/winter is NOT for the weak im fucking freezing all the time and its only gonna get worse over the next few months

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

as a gay man being fat AND gay is genuinely the worst thing you can be… like id genuinely end my shit if i ever got too big oh my god

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

i genuinely do not understand how people (excluding those with medical conditions obv) get obese…im not talking chubby, not even talking a little fat. It baffles me to think about the sheer amt of food you have to consume on a regular basis to see the scale say things like 300+

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

@dietdrbepper8 not even trying to be shady when i say this, i 100% thought you were gay 😭😭

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

looked in the mirror and for the first time i briefly thought i look “too” skinny wtf even is body dysmorphia this shit is so dumb

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

i remember one time i was hooking up with this guy and he saw my pill bottle full of old razors and when i told him why I have so many the vibe shifted hard LMAO #shedrtwt

[tofugirl @tofugirl888]

@hauntedflesh bc of evolution, human body has a cap for how much cals we burn from exercise. that’s why there’s higher focus on upping neat (walking, doing chores etc). it’s called the exercise paradox.

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

thanksgiving and christmas and the following weight gain are like my days of reckoning… not this year. I will be stronger 🙂‍↕️🧘‍♂️ #edrtwt

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

@raftahHH i think you forgot the video bud

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

@raftahHH eat a vegetable sister i promise it won’t hurt

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

@raftahHH almost all of her food is the same depressing beige prepackaged and frozen color 😟

[坂本龍 @sungbinhwang02]

@ethanjuiced

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

ate that

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

@raftahHH “trying not to eat out” immediately followed by “next I’m eating whataburger cause I was craving it and just bc i’m trying not to spend money eating out doesn’t mean if i’m out i’m not gonna get food” killed me 😭😭😭

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

rare sub-1k day but the carbs and fat are making me feel like that picture

[bdd nightmare @bddnightmare]

bought a food scale to work to weigh my apple only for my manager to immediately tell me I’m being excessive

if only he knew