the literal opposite happened to me. i never looked at ftm porn for fear that'd i'd be hella small, only to find out 3 years in that im packing and it was just dysmorphiaaa
I wish I never found out about ftm porn pre-testosterone because I had such high expectations and then 4 years on hrt later I have the ftm equivalent of a micropenis
i once took a guy home who stood in my room and looked at all my things and said is there anything you'd like to show me and tell me about? i showed him all my weird trinkets & he said very good baby. i liked that
when i really like someone, i fall silent around them. im so happy to be in their presence that i dont have anything to say, dont form any real thoughts, i just smile and nod while i listen to their voice
cnc because i hate thinking
petplay because i hate thinking
somnophilia because i hate thinking
dumbification because i hate thinking
forced intox because i hate thinking
really into when it’s the top who’s scared it won’t fit and keeps going ‘m too big for you and ‘m gonna break you baby and ‘s not gonna fit while the bottom keeps trying to line it up their tight little cunt and whimpering and crying that they want it so bad
did u like that? that u think that was good? tell me im good tell me it was good tell me im good tell me im good tell me im good tell me im good tell me im good tell me im good tell me im good tell me i
getting way to drunk at a house party and the host takes me aside to “help me sober up” and then she ties me up to her bed with a gag and then puts a vibrator on my crotch and leaves me there writhing for her… and when anyone asks where i went she says i must have left… >>>