eli 🌞

16 🍂 edtwt | he/him 🏳️‍⚧️ | cw: 217 gw: 180 bmi 32 🎃

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

unpinning at 200 lbs :) ✨

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

i can’t stop binging i hate myself so much

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

i don’t trust popcorn how is it so low cal…

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

locking in in every sense 🙏

[🪐 @emmasarchivee]

How do I lose 20lbs in one month no glue no borax

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

the guy i’m talking to is sooo triggering i know he has an ed 🫩🫩 he’s vocally not-fatphobic but i’m still convinced he thinks i’m ugly bc i’m fat and he’s disordered

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

i’ve just been living life and been so busy that i’ve been restricting somewhat without counting cals the whole last week… i’m so fucking scared to weigh in

[ּ ֶָ֢.nino @nino4edrtwt]

fr

[miff 𓇼 @miffysxals]

it’s constantly my moral conscience vs anorexia

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

so it’s officially obese october

[eli 🌞 @bearexic__]

i’m so fat that atp thinspo just makes me wanna kms bc i’ll never be that

[totakeke @joshatethatup_]

people saying 700 daily cals is a lot while i’m here struggling to stay below 1200 😭

[James @takeopaul]

“how can you not love food?”
I DO LOVE FOOD THATS THE PROBLEM