i absorb everything, i easily get sensitive, and i dont look after myself more often. most of the time, i cause things that make my own heart break and my brain think about destructive things. feels like im always pushing my own buttons and i dont even know when to stop.
i want to redeem the 2021 jine when i just accept whatever happens and dgaf. back then, it was easy for me to turn away and say na i cant control everything.
‘di ko alam ano nangyayari ngayon, i feel like im putting less importance to my own sanity na.
i love my hs friends so much. kapag nagkikita-kita kami, it’s like coming to a cozy home after a tiring day at work. never had a dull moment w them, everyone can always be their authentic self when we’re gathered together. grabe, my lifeline 🥹
i love kevin so much,,, all of him. idk i just cant grasp the fact that he has a pure and generous heart, a kind soul, and a calming presence. he’s everything to me.
hindi ako perfect na leader but i was genuine and i tried my best to nurture. my personality and my faith was tested but then it all became clear to me in the end. kaya sobrang pasasalamat ko dahil andami kong natutunan sa loob ng jaemex. if i could do it all over again, i would.
i miss jaemex. one time, a week before cba days, nagpunta kami ng divi to buy materials and stuff. umuwi ako kina kebin para makapagpahinga kasi sobrang sakit ng ulo ko. yung sakit ng ulo ko, yung tipong pati pagtulog hindi ko magawa kasi as in nagp pound talaga ulo ko. 1/n
“Lord give me more strength. hindi ko na po kaya pero bigyan Niyo po ako ng tatag ng loob para magawa ko yung dapat kong gawin” i literally prayed for an extra push. “Lord, isa pa please” because i know i really wanted to give my all for the org, for the college, and for Him. 4/n