bex 🐝

She/Her
🧡🤍💗

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

Also, I'll just leave my child here for the memories 🤣

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

Also accidentally deleted posts... such a dumb dumb

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

Also, coming back here and just feeling sad rereading all my old posts... it's disheartening, and I'd love to give my past self a hug

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

A long time it has been since I've been back here... crazy to remember the great silly times of stan Twitter back in the day 🤣

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

My ex's name is so rare that a guest had it today, and my heart jumped... Things feel so unreal right now.

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

I loved you with all that was left of my heart... sometimes, I wonder if I even have any of it left. Nights like these I wish I could have just kept myself closed off.

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

When people think PA and NY is part of the "New England" States 😅 Sorry sweaty... Mr. Kahan was talking about the Northeastern most states on the East Coast. NY is the cut-off state (not part of them) 💅🏼✨️

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

They're not "people" or scary clowns, so it makes it easier. Just anthropomorphic stuffy clowns, but still clowns none the less 👀

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

Tis love ❤️💚
Healthy relationship things

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

Hobbit life as a Hobbit wife 🧙🏽‍♀️🧝🏽‍♀️👩🏽‍🌾💅🏼✨️

[Inner Practitioner @MindTendencies2]

Dating someone with emotional intelligence who is not afraid of difficult conversations and willing to communicate and fix things together because they care about you and know sometimes they're the problem >>>

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

, and this was all I wanted for my last relationship. Also, I now realize I do have something that affects me really badly every month and that even though I had that affecting me, I still was considerate and overgiving to my ex. I'm happy now... and I'm excited for my future.

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

I want to release my guilt... I realized that the thing that finally made my ex ghost me and not want to speak to me was because I was setting a boundary and being honest. We were going to break up anyway, just in a nicer way, and I explained that I wanted to explore my [...]

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

sexuality after we established that we were going to not be together... so idk why I keep allowing myself to take all the blame when I really was just asking for the minimum in my relationship throughout it all. My current partner, we communicate so much [...]

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

If you didn't love me, want me, were happier without me... why stay? What was the point of telling me you loved me when you really just were much happier alone?

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

Everything else is going well, it really is just something so wrong chemically... I don't know how much longer I can deal with this.

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

I just wanna scream so loud at my brain... I feel like everything isn't aligning, and I feel like I'm not all put together... I just wanna feel normal.

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

@babyval111 👀

[bex 🐝 @beccause_whynot]

I'm happy, I'm safe, and I'm loved... (repeat all day)