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#shEDtwt 17 ᯓ★ cw 111.6 lbs

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

࣪ ˖ 𖦹°⋆ unpinning at 99 lbs / 45 kg

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

also i genuinely think most of it is food weight . i ate like 30k calories over the span of 2 days so like. uhm.

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

okay it actually isnt as bad as i thought itd be. 111.6 lbs. back into bmi 20s but ive been in this situation before of eating a lot for weeks . basically three days of starving will bring me back to 105(yes ik its not actually fat loss but shhhhhh)

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

i cant believe i thought id be 90 pound by february son im crine

[𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒶🪽 @2sweetgirl16]

seeing everyone hit a new lw while i’m trying to get back to mine is #humiliating

[em @mp3ems]

when u open a thinspo thread in public

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

okay it actually isnt as bad as i thought itd be. 111.6 lbs. back into bmi 20s but ive been in this situation before of eating a lot for weeks . basically three days of starving will bring me back to 105(yes ik its not actually fat loss but shhhhhh)

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

i look exactly how i did when i was 120 before so. i genuinely think ive binged and overate until ive gotten myself back to that. im genuinely so upset

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

okay hi guys im back officially sorry for the inactivity

[amo⑅ ꒰ ❤︎s nagiken ꒱ @sweetamochan]

its okay boyprincess with an eating disorder you WILL lose 15kg overnight

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

sorry for inactivity im just ashamed bc ive been so wannarexic all of march so far . the biggest lock in of all time will happen after this sunday

[𝓈𝓂𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓃 @FILTHSX]

Scrolling on edtwt like im not a fat chud behind the screen

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

@RetardedFranco_ 🫶🫶🫶

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

ive gained and lost the same weight for a whole month now man😕

[romy ❥ ✷ 93 days left of summer !! ✷ (-21/32) @dollyromys]

me 3 hours after swearing that i'd starve until my organs started failing

[tea 🫖 @teaishungry]

standing up and losing all sight and hearing for a second

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

back to 107

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

im a normal human being who is mentally sound and well

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

okay realized a whole day late that i wrote too small. its too BIG on me rn 😭 this is proof i need to up my intake

[Ი𐑼 @beeeeeeeaaam]

guys i lowkey wanna semi recover and gain a bit before a convention im going to soon bc
- my cosplay is too small now
- im seeing a friend i havent seen in a year and we used to be in a competitive ed and ik im visibly thinner than i was before
- i want to enjoy my time with her