dont care to fix or change you anymore. you are who you are and you’ve proven that to me so many times. at this point, I just have to accept that no matter how much I love you and that I want this, you’re not for me, i’m not for you, and I’m okay with that.
there is such a thing as people who just want to coexist alongside you and Love you endlessly while you grow in this lifetime, without wanting anything from you. don’t let your wounds and trauma blind you from actual people who mean peace and wellness. you deserve that Love
I need a mentor, and honestly I want one who isn’t a christian. Every ‘potential’ mentor I’ve had has been christian and they always result to pray about it.
I care more about my health now for my future wife and kids. I try to confront and deal with all trauma for my future wife and kids. I have the motivation to live another day for my future wife and kids. it’s never about me, and I’m okay with living for them. whoever they may be.
everything I do is honestly for my future wife and kids. I’m not afraid to say that I don’t want it for myself. I cook more to be better for my future wife and kids. I try and focus on financial gains and finances for my future wife and kids