Public Service Announcement
I spent well over half my life begging for attention from people that didn’t deserve any of my time or energy.
That’s not who I am now. I will not beg for your attention and I certainly won’t be giving anyone more energy than they’re willing to give
One of the dudes is on vacation this week and I think I’ve seen him every day and 🥰
Went to the Field museum in Chicago and he was amazing through me having a migraine and feeling like garbage.
Dude is a keeper.
Yeah, I think I’m don’t treating people the way I want to be treated. It doesn’t get me even have of that in return and I’m tired of it not being reciprocated.
This dude has all the power to break my heart because it all feels so fairytale to me.
I’m terrified, but that’s not even close to stopping me from being all in with this one.
Last weekend was out of this world phenomenal.
I met his mom and younger brother.
He came to a flower festival that he didn’t want to attend.
He took me to a cookout that his other partner had, that all of her partners and metas were invited to. The polycule barbecule…..
Where I met real actual grown ups that practice the kind of poly I’ve only ever dreamed of.
Then Sunday we spent as much time as we could before he left for a week.
Ohhhh update! New beau enjoyed the hell out of my friend and won her approval in the best way. By just being him. He then came over two nights in a row to bring me food because I had a migraine.
I don’t think I’ve ever been more terrified in my life than I am about this. Him.
The new partner called me last night, just to talk. No actual reason, just to talk. We talked for two hours and he insisted on meeting my friend that’s coming to visit.
Fuck me am I falling hard for this dude.