Daddy Deaner

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

I’m starting to get the itch but I ain’t got nothing to scratch

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

It is not you at all I love but rather the existence you have bestowed on me

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

I’m a hard cracker to nut

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

You do not have a choice and yet, you must still make one

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

Even if i play so far over my head that my nose bleeds for a week to ten days
Even if God in Heaven above comes down and points his hand at my side of the field
Even if every man, woman, and child held hands together and prayed for me to win
It just wouldn't matter!

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

So fucking close

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

Love in your heart was not put there to stay, because love is not love till you give it away

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

We did not ask for this room or this music

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

In the back of my mind

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?
Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me
That I might have left all my best years behind me?
Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?
Or what if I'm, what if I'm selfish

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

I don’t do drugs but when I’m feeling good I want my ex to see

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

Don’t take in the sheets

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

I’ll never stop drinking #pourinaddict

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

You who wish to conquer pain, you must learn what makes me kind. The crumbs of love you offer me, they’re the crumbs I’ve left behind

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

I take the good with the bad

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

You didn’t pick up, it went to voicemail, and then I went back in the pool

[Mook @ConnorMook_]

Just fanum taxed my grandmas medicine cabinet

[Smokes @nickysmokess]

My brain when it sees me firing off “you up?” text at 3am.

[Daddy Deaner @behhley]

It’s not like my new paintings erase my old paintings