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Gods most precious angel; i jsut say shit on here that i can’t tell people who know me because i have vulnerability issues

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september makes me evil and it jsut sticks around till april

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cheer coach put 2 girls who are smaller than me (i was the small one before) on the team the ed is soooooo back

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being around my family for a week is chill till i find out a random major financial problem we apparently have and i want to puke my guts out

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when my friend sends me a text that makes me realize that my bf rlly is kind of being weird ab things and now im gonna puke

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someone save me please someone save me from my evil brain

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he’s perfect and so sweet and nice i don’t know why my brain decides he’s faking it 2x a day

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how to stop getting in your head about your relationship every 5 hours, for dummies

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having a rich bf is not for the weak i’m genuinely crying over the stress the fin aid office is giving me and worried ab being homeless this summer and having to live with my friend back home again and he’s flying to antigua for easter vacation

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girls greatest joy: being a tease

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also it was 1 month of us officially dating last night and i didn’t think he’d remember anyways bc he’s just got a goldfish brain and we’ve been seeing each other for like 5 months anyways but i feel like he doesn’t realize im a teenage girl and that stuff is important to me

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i love my boyfriend and he’s my fav person in the world but i get so upset when he asks me if i want to come over then when i text him at a normal time like 8:30 (i told him id be done w a meeting then) and ask when i should come he doesn’t reply until hours later 👍

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i forget ppl actually read my posts sorry guys this is like my diary for when i crash out

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he won’t take me on an actual date it’s just the movies or walking around and getting coffee or the most popular one ft me going to his house so he can fuck me and go to sleep then wake up and say well i’ve gotta get going soon i told my friend id go to the gym with him

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why why why why why does it always have to be so fucking hard for me what is it about me that makes a man not want to just fucking say i’m his girlfriend and treat me like one

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LIKE FUCK WHY R U DOING THIS TO ME?? AND THE WORST PART IS I KNOW WHY HES DOING IT AND HES EITHER GONNA DUMP ME BC OF IT OR KEEP MAKING IT A SECRET 💯 CLOCKS TICKING JUST HURRY UP AND LEAVE ME LMFAO!! but i dont want him to do that i love him i just want it to be easier please

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like one time she had come home when we were hanging out and we left his room to go out for dinner and his mom asked where we were headed and he stood in front of me the entire time like if she couldn’t clearly see me it would be like i wasn’t there ❤️

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and yeah with this one it almost makes a little sense that he would be weary about telling people but jesus christ ive been seeing him for 3 months and he still can’t tell anyone anything about me AFTER I MET HIS MOM?? I BET HE TOLD HER I WAS JUST A RANDOM GIRL LMFAO!!

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why do i have to be the girl they’ll shower with affection but won’t tell anyone about why does that have to be me why cant i just be happy for once

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when i tell him that when i went home for winter break my friends would get annoyed because i was always talking about him and he says that when his sisters asked who i was he told them to fuck off 😍

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i actually think i’m cursed to never be happy in a relationship because for some reason they never want to actually make me their official girlfriend lmfao