Bela

life is hard || FB / IG: @belaciarag

[Bela @belaciarag]

🙏🙏🙏😇😇😇

[Bela @belaciarag]

I put my phone down and gaze at them na magkadikit kilay pa. Unti-unti sila umalis and they stop sa hindi medyo kalayuan. After that lumipat kami pwesto ni Nanay. Better be safe 🙏 kinukutuban kasi ako. dami nababalitang nadudukot ngayong kababaihan.

[Bela @belaciarag]

(1)kanina umaga nasa Lingayen kami namasyal sa beach with my Nanay. At the time na umalis si brother para kunin iyong sasakyan dahil medyo nakapark sa malayo at di na kaya ni Nanay bumalik nag-antay na lang kami sa may bench.

[Bela @belaciarag]

While I'm on my phone I notice may isang sasakyan na puno ng sakay, I dont know if its all boys, pero iyong boys sa harap nakatingin sa amin and medyo binagalan takbo ng sasakyan nila aa harap namin. and its just two of us ni Nanay wala ibang nakaupo.

[Bela @belaciarag]

locked herself to a door she's afraid to open, disappointed to herself

[Steve Burns @SJosephBurns]

“A healthy man wants a thousand things, a sick man only wants one.”
- Confucius

[Bela @belaciarag]

they came for me. but no one can't reach me. sorry

[Bela @belaciarag]

ilaw ng tahanan, pundi ng tahanan
yesterday night, pumutok yong lights with cctv.

[Bela @belaciarag]

she wanted to starve herself but there is someone, one and only, hurting that she's not eating and it pains her to see that someone worries for her.

[Bela @belaciarag]

"have you ever locked yourself in the bathroom, cried, washed your face and came back as if nothing happened?"

Yes i did, a few times but my eyes and nose show it.

[Bela @belaciarag]

the crack is getting deeper and deeper

[Bela @belaciarag]

not eating dinner and siesta for a week now... a noodles in the morning and somewhat in lunch

[Bela @belaciarag]

No energy

[Bela @belaciarag]

starting to miss out on life

[Bela @belaciarag]

silently crying

[Bela @belaciarag]

I think I don't have any purpose

[Bela @belaciarag]

@gwiyeobdashai Thank you shy😌 I want to leave this situation, like move away where no one knows me but I'm losing self-confidence and self-esteem. still I appreciate you for this and I hope you're okay and happy to where you are. hugs

[Bela @belaciarag]

This morning I feel upset and frustrated, since yesterday or maybe my whole life??? mmm..

[Bela @belaciarag]

"Anxiety weighs down the heart, but a kind word cheers it up.” -Proverbs 12:25 ❤️♥️😌

[Bela @belaciarag]

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” -Philippians 4:6-7