Facing your own mess is heavy. Coming to terms with the choices YOU made, the times YOU didnβt protect yourself, the moments you crossed your own boundaries. That point where you realize everybody canβt take the blame and you had a hand in what fell apart too. Sitting with that truth hurts, but learning how to forgive yourself hurts even more. Growth doesnβt move in a straight line. Days like this are part of it. Feel it, acknowledge it, but donβt get stuck living there.
my life doesnβt even make sense. all i can say is God is so kind, so faithfulβ¦ itβs all his grace, his mercy, and favor.
#thankyouJesus π₯ΉπππΎ