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𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙛𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙢𝙞 𝟷𝟻 | 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘥𝘯𝘪 | 20

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

am i actually letting a man ruin my mood

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

men are such disappointments

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

why does losing weight these days does not give me the rush that i used to feel before?

[g @34rths]

Post irritation clarity just hit And I am probably the worst person on earth

[fleur @imonfleur]

you seem pretty unmotivated for a girl so competitive

[tori @sourclois]

you seem pretty prone to procrastination for a girl so scared of failure

[☥ @rosiesrib]

may we all get skinnier while our opps get fatter. amen 🙏

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

aiming for 25k steps today, fingers crossed

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

I want to fkin die

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

@horserexic are you okay ?😭

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

@sweetnsugaryy yeahhhh lmaooo

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

im so done with life, i feel like taking a bunch of pills

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

@wanweiol @starvedaisy it’s more like your family plate your dinner for you and you have no say, i feel so bad everyday

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

@aposikenedos 150! 🪷

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

this shi made me cry actually

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

dang i ate 980 cals today, fat fckin chungus

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

there is so much yelling, my brother is saying that if they don’t intervene i will actually die. He’s telling my mom that i have nothing left anymore, and if i keep this on, i will be gone. I hate him. I hate everyone.

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

my brother and my mom is fighting in the kitchen because of me, my brother is yelling and telling my mom that i am losing too much weight and my mom is telling him to let me be, i feel so bad, i wish i had someone to talk to about this :(( why are they fighting because of me

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

my brother and my mom is fighting in the kitchen because of me, my brother is yelling and telling my mom that i am losing too much weight and my mom is telling him to let me be, i feel so bad, i wish i had someone to talk to about this :(( why are they fighting because of me

[𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘢 ➴ @bellakcal]

i have a confession, i have been losing and gaining the same 2 kg since mid January