my mom is trying to stop me from going to college because she says i clearly have smth wrong with me and was like well if you don’t get it free you’re not going and i was like oh so i’ll just stay in this house with my psychosis pedophile brother and be unemployed
i’ve tried facilities i’ve tried reaching out to friends i’ve tried telling my family all i get back is told there’s something wrong with me, cut off for being too depressed all the time, turned into a joke, and the facilities literally just want you to gain weight my life is fuc
i recently realized i’ve been suffering from my eating disorder for seven years now… SEVEN YEARS. I think about the women from the treatment places and i realize o will be them soon. I want to go to college i want so many things in my life but i am so consumed by food i cant