big life lesson is that no one rlly gives a fuck about you all the time and unconditionally so you gotta give a fuck about yourself otherwise being alive is pretty fucking miserable
i feel like everyone in my life has forgotten what i went through when i was younger and expects me to be on the same playing field as them and i try my best but we aren’t the same and we’re never going to be and i wish someone would acknowledge how much harder i have to try