♡ beloved .

you cannot kill me in anyway that matters. every 2 hours.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

don't lecture me when i need a hug.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

— as my final act of love. i'll let you go even against my heart.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

your heart and my heart are very, very old friends

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

Maybe I'm not perfect. Maybe I have a long way to go. But someday...someday I'll be able to stand and walk on my own. Without hurting anyone...and without being a burden.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

He never spoke of his father to her, ever, unless it was two hours past midnight and he’d forgotten himself entirely, so tired that all the history between them settled into uneasy slumber. That it could slumber at all, and so regularly, still astounded him.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i wish you the best for the rest of your life.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

Mom, am I still young?
Can I dream for a few months more?

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i was so willing to give up my dreams for you. how stupid of me.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

You have never loved me. You have only thought it pleasant to be in love with me.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

if you're out there, I hope that you're okay

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i have hurt people. more than most, yes. but haven’t we all hurt someone? perhaps white lies aren’t as innocent as you think.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

Had enough manipulation, can you just let me live?

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

everything I've ever let go of-- has claw marks on it.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i'm not a good person， i'm barely a person at all. but someday i'll be perfect， and i'll make up for it all.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

Know that I loved you. Know that it was not enough.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

you're the sun, you've never seen the night but you hear it's song from the morning birds

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

It was night when you died, my firefly

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

won't you stay with me, my darling, when the war starts in my heart?