♡ beloved .

you cannot kill me in anyway that matters. every 2 hours.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

born to carve my partners name into myself forced to be normal and not do that

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i may be younger but i'll look after you

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

Only in my darkest moments can I see the light
I think I'm prone to getting blinded when it's bright

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

you know, love doesn't mean 'i never want you to change' but i don't think it means 'i don't care if you change' either. so i suppose it might mean 'i believe that you'll always be the person i adore.' a declaration of faith, perhaps.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

counting the stars and scars / how i’m becoming a work of art.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

you can even outburn the sun, my star.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

I hope you're happy

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

you're all brains, i'm all heart

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

the thing i will never admit is how desperately i want to be loved

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

Even if I end up broken, if I can protect everyone else, I will do it. If I can do that, it doesn't matter to me if I break one day. I lost my reason for living a long time ago.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expression on people's faces

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

See you when you get back!

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

You know me better than I do

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i don't like guessing games or when i feel things before i know the feelings

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i don't wanna be funny anymore
lately, i've been feeling like the odd man out
i hurt my friends by saying things i don't mean out loud

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

i am， i thought， a tragedy.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

what a privilege it was to matter to you.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

the morning after i killed myself, i woke up. i made myself breakfast in bed. i added salt and pepper to my eggs and used my toast for a cheese and bacon sandwich.

[♡ beloved . @belovedbpd]

from “baby” to “blocked account” : a BPD story