[ for @rheialuna 🌙 ]
[ december and april are still in their rooms. august has the serum ready for them to drink, but he's shaking all over. he feels so nervous, this time not even bothering to hide it from july. both of them know what's on the line. ]
[ who knows why, what brings his ghost forward. but he's been watching april the whole time, talking as he never hears him. ]
april... please don't....
he's always been so, so tired. he just wants to rest.
he just wants to be with his family.
he sits there, on the grass, holding the small vial in his hands. he wonders if he could drink it now. it's not a memory serum anymore -- he knows that. ]
@LiarsMagic [ his hands slide through august who is still clearly having a panic attack. the panic inside him keeps getting worse, and he keeps trying to surpress it because he shouldn't /be like this/ in front of chikage.
he can’t breathe. it feels like he's suffocating. ]
@LiarsMagic [ he tries to take a breath, but he can’t. he just kind of makes a gasping sound that sounds painful, as his hand grips his shirt. ]
yes.... s-sorry-
@LiarsMagic [ it feels like he can’t breathe, but ghosts don't need to breathe. he thinks he might be having an anxiety attack, but he never used to let himself have them when his brothers were around. he'd just leave the room, but he can't leave chikage right now. ]
i...
@skyes_serenade not really! i just have enough to be comfortable. ^^
[ probably not comfortable to a normal person. misha isn't really aware of how much a normal person should have ]
@LiarsMagic [ august swallows ]
i see..... so you.... really want to..?
[ he starts feeling the anxiety building inside him. it is very heavy, almost electric in his chest ]
@skyes_serenade [ the next day misha comes back with his car and a few boxes. he doesn’t have much stuff anyway, but he can bring some things to keep appearing like just a normal guy! ]