i’m not religious. i don’t cry out to anyone, any being that might be real because i know in my heart that there’s nothing that will save me. the higher universe will not pull me out of this hell that i’m living, it’s up to me to decide how to continue this punishment and torture
i used to love this life and now i’m stuck grieving for myself but also the life i’ve never got to live because of how i was setup, while everyone around me has someone or people to help them i have no one, not even myself