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My life

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为什么。。

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I feel more alone than ever.

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I knew everything was gonna be different.

But never had I expected it to be like this.

I have never felt more alone. Ever.

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The day I realised I actually had no friends, was when I lost everything.

In the end, he and she took everything from me.

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Nothing ever seems to be getting better.

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At the age of 29,

No Life
No Money
No Future
No Savings
No One
No Love

Days spend working 8am-5pm, 6pm-12am

Why did my life ended up like this?

God if you’re there can give me a sign tell me what I did in my past life?

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Failure at everything

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What did I do in my past life..
What grave sin did I commit to deserve What I’m going through now..

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FCK…..

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What have I ever done in my past life.
To deserve all this shit I'm going through in my life.

Why can't I have a happy.. problem free life.. WHY! nande? NANDE!?!!

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Why is it me? Why must I be the one feeling all this shit emotions, getting all this shit happening to me. What have I ever done..

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Never enough.

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I felt this, every itch of my body and bones.

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Avoid, Ignore & isolate the world from myself. I will lock myself up emotionally, I do not want to feel pain anymore.

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Ever since then, trust is never easy anymore. I’m not even sure who to trust anymore.

Once you get betrayed by someone close to you, there’s no going back.

The feeling of giving your trust to someone, just seems like fear & anxiety.