⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️

Keen runner...father to 3 little munchkins...Lily-Mae,Ivy,Oakley.

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Not happy with that

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Time to run it off....this mental illness will kill me otherwise

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

@jessie_baby88 You are very welcome

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

@RickyA86 No mate....😢

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Feel broken.....when someone needs help or advice or even I talk,I’m there.....when I need them the now for advice/help and talk,absolutely no where....😔😢

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me
'Cause I
I must be sleeping

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Wish things wasn’t so hard.....when things change but not how you thought it would end

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

@ChrisUnderhill Lol...just start a fresh......probably won’t be all off but just a good length and start again....need to sort my hair on my head out too

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Think the beard may come off 🤔

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

@RickyA86 Iam staying back home tonight but that’s because of my kids and then I’m going council tomorrow for emergency housing

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Life’s game is over for me

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

@RickyA86 Nah don’t get on with them nd haven’t for the last 3 years

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

@RickyA86 I have no where else to go and my wife has thrown me out.

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

@RickyA86 Did something stupid knowing what would happen and now I’m living in my car....slept out last night and from now on will be

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Head has gone tonight....don’t want to feel like this

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

So that’s it....on lockdown for a minimum of 3 weeks....already can feel my issues arising and to have this is probably going to push me over the edge

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Wanna taste that rainbow so bad

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Want something so bad that it’s making my head go pop

[⚔️ Ben Harris ⚔️ @benink67]

Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free