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[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

Letting go feels so strange.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

@JeffreeStar I BARELY saw these!! #latetoit are they coming back soon?! 💔💔

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

*sigh*...I really hate being in predicaments that I can't get myself out of. #ihatemoving #torn #cantdecide

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

Went to the store to pick up some supplies I need for some orders this weekend and realized my wallet was gone. Everything was in there and honestly it's the hardest I've cried in a while. The embarrassment I felt in the line was terrible. 💔

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

When you're trying to fall asleep but find yourself looking up a costume idea you have for your cat. 🐾
What have I become?

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

Doctors give me medicine,
preachers say pray.

I don't think I'll ever get out of this valley I'm in.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

Today's the first Thanksgiving in 6yrs that I'm off from work. Felt strange to be able to cook and bake without rushing lol
I'm actually able to enjoy myself and my family this year and it feels great.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

This has to be my most difficult diy costume yet, definitely still excited but dang it's tough. It's mainly just getting the face painting down. But you can't beat something you diy'd and only spent $6 for 😅

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Today was definitely one of the better days that I've had in a long time and I really can't thank Gee enough for pulling me through it and helping tremendously. Especially this weekend, he really showed how far he's willing to go to make sure I'm okay. Forever thankful for that.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

It's so sad when something you worked at for years falls apart in front of you.
Even after you've been there through everything, they turn their backs on you when you need them.

I feel like I wasted so much of myself.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

Being sick everyday to where it interferes with your daily life and sleep is overwhelming and draining. I feel broken and defeated.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

I just wanna feel like my old self again.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

How can someone save an other when they can't even save themselves?

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

I'm so exhausted. This is my second week working straight non stop.
I'm so tired I don't even feel like eating after I come home, I just wanna sleep.

I'm emotionally and mentally drained.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

There are certain things/people that are just not mean to stay in your life and that's okay, you'll come out stronger and more knowledgeable in end.
Slowly coming to the realization with this.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

Seriously.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

I work to hard to be this broke. 🤦🏻‍♀️

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

My heart is heavy with sadness tonight.

I miss you.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

What happened to modesty being sexy?

Guess it's dead.

[S A N D R A⚡️🌙 @bentlygage21]

Being strong for everyone else is killing me inside.