@kawaikaii mmh, i was planning on both… it has been a rough month for me and now i feel so disconnected with lots of things around me such as xtx and writing… it feels more like an obligation atp+
i want him to be my girlfriend. i want people to see us together and think "how the hell did she pull him he's a bad bitch and she looks like the grinch" i want people to envy me. i want people to plot against me all cuz they want him to themselves. i want him to myself