may

vegan | she/her | 25

[may @berrymeaI]

i’m so tired of dealing with my thoughts and body every day i just want food to mean nothing

[may @berrymeaI]

i keep getting told that i have bad friends and i don’t believe it bc i love them sm but like. lowkey why am i always sad bc of them

[may @berrymeaI]

15 mins left of the year and i can hear my mum trying to get her steps in ☹️

[may @berrymeaI]

i’m sad i hate living as myself

[may @berrymeaI]

me vs my pathetic desire to be loved by my mum who simply does not care !!!!!

[may @berrymeaI]

next therapy appointment will have to be out of pocket </3 ouch

[may @berrymeaI]

i feel forgotten

[may @berrymeaI]

?? been going on angry rants in my head all week need a shift in attitude asap

[may @berrymeaI]

genuinely why do people want to eat together so badly 😐 i’m sick of brunches so i suggest an activity but we still end up eating afterwards

[may @berrymeaI]

so excited to get cauliflower gnocchi tomorrow

[may @berrymeaI]

crying over both my irl and internet friendships

[may @berrymeaI]

genuinely pisses me off how food-centric socialising is as if my life doesn’t revolve around it already i’m sick of it

[may @berrymeaI]

i hate how sensitive i am with family and how easily i let myself feel insignificant and worthless with a throwaway comment

[may @berrymeaI]

25 and still have no idea how to deal with any feelings whatsoever unless it’s to turn to an ed behaviour

[may @berrymeaI]

i love fruits

[may @berrymeaI]

actually losing my mind i need to smash smth

[may @berrymeaI]

actually losing my mind i can never shake off my ed thoughts i feel trapped idk what to do

[may @berrymeaI]

i get so sleepy after a walk

[may @berrymeaI]

the urge to hurt myself is so so strong when i share myself with someone why is that .

[may @berrymeaI]

i need to work on something other than my ed bc i’m falling behind in life with nothing to show for i genuinely haven’t been living