Bethany Devonish

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Hey there brain, why am I wide awake before the sun is, again?

At least I got a solid block of 6 hours actual sleep tonight though. I'm shattered but thankful that it's 4.30am and not 1am today.

Small victories. Very, very small victories it turns out 🥲

#MHrecovery #wins

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

4pm: hospital with a head injury because my neighbour doesn't know how to mop a floor properly.

4am: listening to my neighbour sleeping soundly and snoring loudly whilst I'm very much wide awake.

Someone send strength I beg you and/or sleep & pain medicine 🤕😫🥱

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

This whole waking up around 4.30am thing is becoming a right joke that's definitely getting very old at this point... 🙃😐😴

#whycantisleep #mypooreyeshurt

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

And then when you sadly realise that you typed 2.30pm in utter hope and when it's actually 2.30am.

So. Sleepy.

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

When you wake up at 2.30pm having a panic attack that gives you a nosebleed, you know you're getting this whole sleeping soundly thing wrong...

Plus snoring neighbour sounds like a foghorn so I guess this is the new morning for me again today.

O no 🙃😫

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Just had a great, super long night's sleep...and woke up to realise its 23:45 and I've been asleep for a grand total of 2 hours. But. I. Feel. Done. For. The. Night.

🙃☹😫

O my brain. Send emergency sheep...

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

My neighbour keeps waking themselves up by snoring too loudly, it's properly startling them (and me) but not for enough time for me to settle back to sleep, perhaps because I am now overtired like my rents always banged on about 😂

#someonegetthemacpap

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

So much on my mind but currently the ever snoring neighbour (all night, every night for at least three weeks) is right on my nerves. So. Flipping. Tired. Even over music/audio/noise... Glad they are getting some sleep at least - well, kind of glad (not at all)! 😴🥱🙉💤🙆

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Life tip: when times get desperate (like when your neighbour is snoring incredibly loudly for the bazillionth night in a row and this wakes you with fright), give into to peer pressure and give wordle a go. Then weep from a place of sleep deprivation.
Are sleep headphones real?

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Listening to a neighbour snoring whilst not having slept well myself for weeks has to be one of the most infuriating things.

I was actually asleep for a little while as well 😢😫😴

I repeat: neighbour...
...snoring loudly enough to literally wake me with fright.

😡😠🥱🙉

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Me: Hey World, please tell me why its got to be so cold today?!
World: Because you're wearing shorts...in January. Again.

My poor knees. 😫🥶😂

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

So, be still my anxious heart - all that's gone is never lost; Emmanuel is here and He is faithful.

These lyrics are what my soul needed to hear this morning 🤍

#MaverickCityMusic #Ruins

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Afternoon nap
Sports direct mug
Hoodie on
Heating on

It's winter in Southampton people!

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Absolutely cannot deal with slow replies 😫 and yes I know its complicated and yes I know this is a very layered tweet but still this is my life this is important please hurry before I perish okay

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Its not about what you build; its about what you witness.

Most transformative sentence for me.

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

Comforted and reassured by the lyrics to "O Love That Will Not Let Me Go" today.

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

I can't believe where I've been, but I know where I'm going...

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

5am: can't sleep? 90s dancehall it is.

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

"Wear your cross as you wait for your crown, tell the world of the treasure you've found..."

[Bethany Devonish @bethanydevonish]

All my days I've been held in your hands. 💛