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if I died today would you mourn me? would you want to take back what you've said? would you cry into your pillow and beg for it to be a dream?

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i cant do any morr goodnigh

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--into ypir life. Thank ypu for being there for me, even thpugh I was a fucking asshole at times. I'm aorry. I loce ypu

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Megan.
I've mever met anyone quite likw you. You are so sweet and funny and smart and you're a great writer. Thank ypu for letting me bacl--

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-- be kind to yourself. I lovw you.

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-- unique person and I cant expresa how lucky I am to have met ypu. You habe impacted my life morw tjan tou probably know. So tha k you. --

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Hope.
My beautiful smol vpice of reason. I actually don't evwm have words for you. You're just such an incrediblw and pure amd sweet anx --

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-- your hesrt so forgive me. I was in a terrible place and did what I did out of pure desperation. I'm sorry. I love you.

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-- and kind and I don't deserve your friendship. I'm sorry foe beomg a piece of shit. I love you dearly and I hope that you can find it in--

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Faith.
You have been an amazong friend amf I hope that someday you gind your confidence. You are so stromg and beautiful and intelligent --

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-- someday. You deserve it

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--assholea to eacho otjwr. But I neber stoppes caring. I hope your parents stop being ignoramt pieces of shit ans that you fimd happinesz--

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Leigh.
Holy fucl. We have been thrpugh so much and I don't eben know how we're still froends. We have fucked eacjothwr over amd been such --

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-- such am amazing frienf and I nwver deserved you. You're much more importany tham you think and I hopw life treata ylu well.

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Al.
You've been a pretty amazing friend and I'be put you through lots of bullshit and I know im thw biggest asshole ever. But I you are --

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-- thank ypu for puttimg up with my problematic ass

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-- meet ypu. You have brought me so much happiness in ways I couldn't begin to describe. Thank you for beimg as amazing as you are. And --

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-- everuthing over the last 2.5 years and I fucking love you ao muxh. You're fucking perfect and I wish more tjan anything that I got to --

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Cerys.
You have been such an amazing friend and I can't even begon to describw how much I love ypu. You have been there for mw through --

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-- ypu for being my friend.

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-- because ypu deserve the world abd more. I love you so much, my son. And I know thay you have such a wonderful life ahead of ypu. Thank --