Im not sure who to talk to. I'm afraid to talk to my family and friends. I think I'm going crazy. I can't sleep, paranoid, manic, depressed all at the same time
@Erk1817 @InUtahNotOfUTNP I waa a Baptist before I converted. I was told I didn't need medicine for my severe depression and anxiety, I just didn't have enough faith
and keep his commandments, 6 let your ear be attentive and your eyes open, to hear the prayer of your servant that I now pray before you day and night for the people of Israel your servants,
Nehemiah 1:4-6
4 As soon as I heard these words I sat down and wept and mourned for days, and I continued fasting and praying before the God of heaven. 5 And I said, โO Lord God of heaven, the great and awesome God who keeps covenant and steadfast love with those who love him
Asking for prayers. My job is very physically demanding. I'm working 3rd shift in cooler at a warehouse for a grocery store pulling orders of cases of frozen meat. I just turned 49, too old for this, lol. My body is old and beat up from a couple of serious car accidents.
It aggravates my ankle full of metal and both hands, has broken bones in both from the airbags. I'm pretty sure arthritis is setting in and I'm having trouble gripping with both. I've never been afraid of hard work. Paying for nrw opportunities and some healing. I know God knows
@GayMormonMason @SirDMTPhD @BYU I kove that when you tell people the truth of how they are not being loving and Christ like, they block you. Typical.#DezNat behavior. Dustin M Turner, PHD. I guess you were embarrassed by what you said or afraid to have a discussion
@ErinWilburn3@LukeBenji @hyreese @ClarkGilbert@BYU There were suicides. Utah has a lhigher suicide rate in general over national averages. . I believe church toxic perfection culture and anti LGBTQ stances influence that greatly