dexs smile here he was so out of it because of the blood loss but he was probably so shocked to see that matt didn’t abandon him because everyone in his life has abandoned him that he expects it now
what made dex’s scenes so devastating to me is up until now, we rarely heard dex speak his mind this openly & vulnerably. now we see he came out of s3/s1 events with an all-consuming sense of nihilism, more than we ever assumed