Crazy part about life when ur actions are really from the heart…..people speak about you differently…..not so much gasing you up…but just the fact that they have someone who is true to them really brings peace to life it’s self
Love my bros shit crazy I really don’t be know how bad it is till u see a pic of ur heart it’s three times the size it’s suppose to be…. But theirs someone out there dealing with worst gotta just be grateful for every second
Yea man talk to your people man if u truly love ur people just check in on them specially the ones that’s always smiling…they gotta keep that smile cause if they stop everything might stop…ain’t on no simp shit just check in with your people Man U never KNOW
I got things I need to do people I gotta take care of and just like when I get these thought feel like I am letting them down but in sense I can’t do much it’s like I gotta keep going in right direction and it just get hard knowing u do t control shit if it’s time I gotta be ok
Yea just venting I don’t really know how to tell people that I be having theses weird feeling like I am not going be here long…but again I feel weak even having those thoughts just like damn this heart shit bigger then me…
Just a lot some days it’s like I can’t really talk to people cause really in my circle no one really knows what it is like…so it’s hard to also know they can’t tell me how my heart got Enlarged it just did…so it’s a lot that makes me wonder “Why me”?
Bro this heart shit really a lot…I smile cause shit that’s all I know but this shit really feel like it takes days away from my life…I wouldnot wish this on nobody…I have Congestive Heart Failure and I am 29 every specialist/ doctor/ nurse say wow you are way to Young I know