this band has been the one constant in my life since i was 13 years old; they were my little escape, my safe space. i cannot believe that i am mourning this at only 26 years old.
everyone keeps talking about “the little girl inside of me” “the teenage girl inside of me” like no, me right now, the adult version of me is grieving liam, adult me still is a directioner 100% i have never stopped loving and listening to them for a day in my life
I literally stopped taking calls at work cause I just can’t believe the man who made my adolescent years memorable is gone. 13 year old me is shattered 💔
i have been a part of the one direction community since i was 13. i am 26 now. for half of my life, they have been a vital part in my life. i am sending love to all my one direction girlies right now who, like me, are navigating the news and processing their feelings.
Thinking about the homeless man in Austin who I used to pay $15 to watch my car while I went out and one night I came back and all the cars around mine were broken into except mine and he was sitting on my hood and said “I ain’t let em touch this one miss Kenzie!!!”