Not mad, just disappointed because I told you multiple times how I felt about those things and you still choose to do the same thing I told you affects me most.
Iβm a firm believer that sometimes you need people to play in your face so you can get back on your bully. Certain things be unfortunate but necessary.
I have a certain level of hatred for people who know me intimately and know about all the awful things I been through and still decide to bring chaos and pain into my life.