watching the man who once was obsessed with me turn into the most evil person i know has altered my brain chemistry and i dont know how long will it take to fix my perception towards love
it takes a truly remarkable level of consistent awful behavior to get an empath to stop caring about you. they are built to hold on. if they let go you pushed them to a place most people cannot even reach.
imagine losing access to my laugh, my weird questions, my uplifting reminders, the way i see life, the depth of my conversations, my spark and most of all, my love and presence