Lucien

cisgay 20male 🧟 emo stonerexic
bmi 15.4 ┊ cw 41kg ┊ gw 36kg

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

lucien's diary ( ´ ཀ ` )
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20male ╱ orthorexic.
+ schizophrenic, autistic.
i ❤︎ myspace deathcore, metalcore, outlast trials and more
pro-recov, minors dnf, ifb
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#edrtwt #ricecaketwt

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@victorrexic People are obtuse on purpose I swear

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@killrean I get the same thing all the times LOL. I specify in my bio just because I don't want people to feel mislead or something, given i know a lot of people are uncomfortable with cis dudes which I can understand especially on edtwt

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@c1gzs Speaking of I just got ingredients for low cal cheesecake bowls sooo i gonna try that tn...

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@c1gzs I don't have a recipe lowk i just use my gross protein powder and slap it together because it's disgusting as a drink... and the konjac jelly thing is such a struggle i Get it I wish I could buy ut in bulk (◐‿◑) but i can only buy it occasionally as a treat

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@_Synikal_ 38 dollars........

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

I feel like everyone else at my bmi looks so much thinner than me (╯‵□′)╯Feeling defeated

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@fatbeyondrepair @victorrexic Yupyupyup you're so based

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@kyler_vampire Thta sucks what the f........

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

Thisis my thinspo （¯﹃¯）

[توتي فروتي @BreeBreeBLEGHx]

emo boyz kizzing ྐ❤︎

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

Current obsession is substituting half my pasta with lentils so i can enjoy pasta without being terrified of the calories yumyumyum

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@victorrexic because it also shows that u clearly don't understand that the actual problem with eating meat in the current-day is factory farming and are just regurgitating bullshit u heard online (◐‿◑)

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@victorrexic Truthnuke .......also as someone that's seasian i feel like it's somewhat culturally/socially unaware and completely disregards every indigenous culture ever to think there r no ways to eat meat that are literally ethical and fine lol

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@c1gzs If u want something you can kinda snack on-the-go i like making chocolate protein loaf or buying konjac jelly!

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@c1gzs i'm seasian an I gravitate toward a lot of sweet foods that are used in traditional Eastern medicine, black sesame pudding is one of my faves if you like rich flavours... i also really like snow fungus with coconut milk an fruits (*¯︶¯*)

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@killrean 20teen

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

@killrean This mkes me lol because i get u

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

Low cal cheesecake bowls with my chocolate protein powder i may or may not be a geniu.. 🧠

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

i Just saw a recipe for low cal cheesecake bowls I need to go buy ingredients. TOMORROW.

[Lucien @bigfuckballer]

No wieiad for today because i'm too tired to collage it lol but here's my dinner! ~271 cals & decently balanced, i'm trying to restrict as safely as i can an I hope y'all are too (｡ ́︿ ̀｡) <3