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khhv loser | 5'4 moidlet 23 yo 130lbs

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Nobody wants my blood on their hands

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I think about this sometimes

[coolchase @ChaseRetardCool]

@bigimming Just jerk off nigga damn

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It's as if my brain has subconsciously realized and is subsequently holding myself back from stopping myself from going down long term negative thought paths that lead to me getting high to fix the problem that didn't exist in the first place

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@leichendame Ts but unironically

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@Hman44826 @leichendame Focus on what makes you happy

[Statsarkitekten🇳🇴 @Goyslopper131]

When you just genuinely blow your brains out

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@user16182822621 In the fridge?

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I have a water slide for a digestive tract

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I keep this negative side of me locked away and hidden from everyone else but it has affected my life so severely that I'm now so far gone that it doesn't even matter cuz they can just tell that there's something wrong

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University was funny in retrospect
The Canadian post secondary education system is a complete failure

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I don't see myself represented in art other than in social media
I mean, Hollywood doesn't portray the chud or incel other than innacurately, in a negative light
However the content through social media is remarkably more relatable than anything any big budget studio would give

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When the sun hits

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@foidloser right...

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He was a hERo because he did what we all are too cowardly to do
But his suffering was not unique
It's almost religious in a way
To deify him
As both a representative of the whole
For their suffering
And their potential to express that outwardly

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My mother is right
I can't kill myself yet
I need to see it through for my father's sake
I would not want him to be alone when he dies

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Can a niggq die

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Worst part is that she started telling me how I'll one day get a girlfriend and I just couldn't bear it

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While cutting my hair my mother told me that her doctor gave her at most a year to live
She told me to stay close to my father because he will have nobody when she is gone
How selfish would I be to leave him behind despite my own sufferings
I may be a coward, but I'm a loyal one

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I don't imagine myself very low on the overall tierlist of cosmic struggle but man comparing to the people around me I suck

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Only ate that

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I ate 3 pizza rolls today cuz my tummy was hurting and it only made it worse