not dead™️

teenage angst well into my 20s | this is vent twt and i'm not your morally upstanding ad friendly human being. i'm a messy gremlin be advised

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

Rednote is so much better than x..

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

Legit just waiting for him to leave me for struggling. Meanwhile a good bit of the struggle is exacerbated PTSD from him.

I'm gonna get abandoned

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

I'm just a spineless stupid fuck for trying to hard to not cause waves bc I can't afford life anymore if my partner leaves me instead of being accountable :|

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

God I hate myself everytime I tuck my feelings away and apologize for reacting normally to be traumatized

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

@Balder998 @nauseahaver Weight loss + exercise (3 miles of walking is like 250 - 300 cal burn for me). 1200 - 250 is a net of 950 which is starving.

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

@vaulorya That's a nice start, but you can't healthily sustain even at bmi 10. Keep this in mind.

[The Rogue Princess. @ShenaeCurry]

“cop lovers” and it’s just people with sense trying to avoid a white christian nationalistic dictatorship.

[I Smoked Mitch McConnell's Brain @BlackKnight10k]

The old forgetting to switch your account when you're pretending to be black

[Ichigo Niggasake @SomaKazima]

There's not a single thing a person from the UK could say that would intimidate me 😭😭😭😭 their accents are so comical

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

I need to get back on a decent sleep schedule again. He's letting me sleep now I just rlly be procrastinating getting up

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

This is just today's lunch bc I didn't go yesterday

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

Made my work lunch for tomorrow (317 cals).

Rlly just posting this so I don't forget

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

@pet1ttepr1ncess @matcharexia Are they canckles if they're the same width as his thigh?

Thinkles? Ankighs?

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

I really need life to get easier SOON

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

My treadmill will be here in a few days and it connects to this cool racing app. So uh, add me?

Pitpat ID: 206108381

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

Idgaf this was a good fit

[Eugenia Cooney @Eugenia_Cooney]

I love this outfit 💜💖💜

[not dead™️ @bigkidevy]

I can't be bothered to play the morally superior card on edtwt I'm sorry I just can't. Most of you will follow a person you deem problematic if their bmi is low enough. Y'all only unf the fat ones.