Screaming into a void because I literally can't force myself to talk to people anymore??? This fucking bullshit hyperlevel anxiety pooling in my guts??? A general burning want for connection while simultaneously unable to stop isolating myself????
I actually listened to AM by Artic Monkeys the other day to try and get more into them (most of the songs I know by them are from that album) and it was good :))
Actively grieving somebody who's still alive is WILD because I'm literally collecting my Dad's hospital bracelets from all his chemo appointments like they're pokemon cards so I can have physical reminders that he's still fighting
everytime i get into a new fandom i get accused of being fake fan for clout except its like
1. ethan winters: he only had like 3 fans in 2022
2. transformers: why would i draw and animate mecha for clout
3: eddsworld: Who would want to pretend to be an eddsworld fan 😭😭