bila

sup? a lot of trash words right here

[bila @bilaselole]

i'm not closin the door then i left, no i'm not. i still at the back of the door cryin myself, thinkin how fragile i am, and don't deserve all the love that u give

[bila @bilaselole]

the way that i still want u, was the fact that im tryin my best to not make u involved in my lowest point

[bila @bilaselole]

this.

[bila @bilaselole]

grown up jirss, stop being childish af😘

[bila @bilaselole]

oh i swear to god, im gonna leave this house ASAP

[bila @bilaselole]

lo tau ga yg sakit apa? when u think u have someone to lean, but the reality is ur always alone wkwk

[bila @bilaselole]

sufferin this thing alone, shit.

[bila @bilaselole]

fuck for this kind of trigger

[bila @bilaselole]

"time will heal" ngga jirss masi tetep berasa sampe skrg.

[bila @bilaselole]

sometimes i just dk how to show the emotions to everyone

[bila @bilaselole]

don't forget ya biw that u deserved to be loved

[bila @bilaselole]

so far being single is fun yhh(tpi boong klo saia butuh someone to talk hiks)

[dita @dtnlrr]

pura pura betah tanpa kabar, pura pura nyaman tanpa percakapan, mengasingkan diri padahal ingin di temani, menahan rindu, menahan tangis, adalah upaya upaya menyiksa diri paling konyol.

[bila @bilaselole]

one day yhh

[bila @bilaselole]

too tired for type of shit

[feelings ღ @eternaltxts]

Lord, please never put me in this kind of situation again

[bila @bilaselole]

in another universe, i hope myself always feel happy, get what i deserved, and not feelin lonely all the time. wishin somebody who was with was always reassure me about what i feel not just left me in a silent and happy all alone by himself:)