the fact that killer queue takes so damn long, the almost permanent bonus to survivor i've seen, it's just sad. i get someone will say "winning is fun for me, so i need the 4k" and sure, but a game where i walk away with 5k bp bc i barely breathed and died isn't fun either
last night while streaming dead by daylight, i was playing some killer, low stakes, not really caring, sorta aiming for some hooks and some bear traps and after the match, a survivor messaged me to thank me for being a cool killer and it kinda made me sad
the main reason i hopped on killer was bc the event was so miserable as soloq survivor, there was no fun, no goofing, barely even able to see what all the effects of the event are. the fact that a survivor thanked me for just being chill means they've probably had no fun as well