if im at home i can at least hide in baggy clothes and no one will see my body but that will b impossible and like i wanna wear cut outfits and take pics but i cant looking like this im so ashamed
ive ruined yet another vacation cuz of eating too fucking much and gaining a shit ton like my pants dont even fit me anymore why do i keep doing this to myself like i wont b able to lose enough in the short time till vacay