When one becomes deeply aware of “The Pattern” — the limits and rules that govern the formation of thought, the construction of reality — they begin to perceive, with increasing clarity, all that mirrors it.
This deep inner journey of awareness is what the sages of old and new are forever drawn toward:
The source of creation.
The mother of love.
There's a relationship between a subject reinforcing patterns — embedded in community and structure — and the rate at which reality crystallizes into observable time. The more one slows that reinforcement, the more present one can be with reality forming itself, and from that stillness dimensionality becomes perceivable from the prism of creation rather than from inside the collective's contracted field. The gut feeling you describe is what begins to come through when the field loosens.
Go alone deep into the woods. Question everything, observe your thoughts. There is a pattern, a limit that thought itself is bound to. Once you reach inner understanding of this limit you shall touch a source. This source will guide you. This moment of self realization is the gift that life is offering, don’t run from it, run towards it and find it within you. With new eyes return from the woods whole. You have been reborn, you remember what time has fleeted. Now you can flow, follow the truth within and freedom is yours.
A bridge between two worlds:
Between the unknown and the known,
Between the unseen and the seen,
Between darkness and light,
Between the formless and the formed,
Between waves and particles.