this is lowkey crazy because i haven't really been on ao3 a lot since 2024 (?) and i didn't think i was on it a lot this year wdym ive read over 500 fics i seriously cant tell you 15 of them whay
looking through my ao3 2020-2026 stats and i didnt realize how much minsung i read?? theyre my most read pairings for all years but 2 this genuinely surprised me lmao
saw a comment on a tiktok that essentially said both sullyoon and haewon look at lily with so much love in their eyes. the difference is sullyoon looks at lily like she's her whole world and haewon looks at lily like she would burn down the world for her. damn.
Bae also sent a long letter message after winning a Daesang today 🥺
“NSWER.. what do we do.. I can’t believe we won a Daesang…!!
I barely held back my tears, seriously..!!!!!!!
You know this is an award we received together, right?!
Congratulations so, so much, NSWER😚
I truly feel grateful in every single moment😭🥺
Am I even allowed to receive this much..
Just being able to do what I love while receiving love from NSWER already feels like receiving so much and makes me grateful.. but our NSWER always gives us even bigger love.
NSWER-ah, I am so truly happy to be part of NMIXX.
I'm happy to be together with our members,
and I'm also thankful to always learn new things while working alongside so many talented people.
And above all, meeting NSWER feels like the greatest happiness to me.
The love NSWER gives is never taken for granted.
It will always be that way.
No matter what the outcome may be in the future, if I’m with NSWER, I won’t be afraid and I believe I’ll always be happy.
NSWER, when I think about it, there are so many things I don't really know about myself, and I feel like I haven't done much for myself.
But NSWER always thinks about me more than I do, stays curious about me, and worries about me.
I've always felt grateful for that, but also wondered about it.
What kind of heart does NSWER have to care for me and treasure me so much..
That's why to me, NSWER is someone I'm so undeservingly grateful for… someone I can't help but cherish and love.
Because NSWER gives me the kind of love I couldn't even give to myself.
Maybe that's why whenever I hear the name NSWER, I get so easily moved and choked up~?! Hehe
Ah, I wanted to express my gratitude and ended up writing all the way up to here!
I'm thankful that I can spend my time on NSWER, and thank you for spending your precious time together with NMIXX!
I want to become someone who can return as much love as I received from NSWER! No, even more than that!
NSWER-ah, I lo~ve performing on stage in front of you so much!
I’m still lacking in many ways, but I will practice consistently and do my best to show you an even better version of myself!!
Please stay by my side in the future too~~
I love you so, so much, NSWER-ah
Today!! I will never ever forget this happiness.
Thank you NSWER, congratulations on the Daesang🥰”