I never understood this until I was off the pedestal people put me on that it’s a set up to kick you off of it once you do anything displeasing to them.
I never want people toooooo in awe of me. I want people in awe of themselves who can admire and appreciate me in a sincere way
humans are getting very very evil. how the hell do you run someone over TWICE. get OUT of the car. AND SEE THEM DYING. and STILL try to fight them???????
what the hell is happening. I feel so sick.
normal lock-in is like doing your hours, staying consistent, ticking boxes. it keeps you in the game, but it doesn’t separate you. the insane lock-in is different and it’s obsessive. it’s cutting distractions completely, doubling down on one thing, studying patterns, iterating fast, and being okay with disappearing for a bit just to sharpen your edge.
The best thing you can do is live life on your own terms.
Don't conform to any standards that you didn't set for yourself.
This is the key to happiness.