hi i’m tyty

this account is RATED R. i post vents, drugs, mental illness, random life stuff. i use twt to cope. 24, he/him. just being myself for once.

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NO FUCKING WAY I GOT DELETED……. just as i said i was going to make an alt are you fucking kidding me !!! #drugtwt

PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY MOOTIES AGAIN AHHHH

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@theokenism this is actually funny 😭😭

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it’s crazy how i’m a person, i don’t really like to think about it :(

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i’m so FUCKING CRINGE sometimes

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i swear they don’t feel like they’re working sometimes

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do antidepressants even work, what if it’s all just placebo….

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do antidepressants even work, what if it’s all just placebo….

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why are people staring at me while i’m smoking, do they want a hit or something

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smoking this joint, staring into the cocrete jungle after a job interview, thinking fuck my fucking garbage fucking worthless shitty FUCKING LIFE FUCKKKKKKKKK holy shit i fucking hate being awake but i already sleep so many hours that i can’t sleep anymore. i’m so tired

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smoking this joint, staring into the cocrete jungle after a job interview, thinking fuck my fucking garbage fucking worthless shitty FUCKING LIFE FUCKKKKKKKKK holy shit i fucking hate being awake but i already sleep so many hours that i can’t sleep anymore. i’m so tired

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i need to get melatonin because it’s so hard for me to fall asleep and when i wake up my whole body hurts, am i dying aha

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i’m sorry if i haven’t gotten back to you i’m genuinely so exhausted with my life :( i just wanna sleep forever my everything hurts

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i’m sorry if i haven’t gotten back to you i’m genuinely so exhausted with my life :( i just wanna sleep forever my everything hurts

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just got my fluoxetine dose increased 😱 #medicated

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i’m a regular at this point

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i’m a regular at this point

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@meloydd this is the life…

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i don’t feel present when i’m sober i feel like i’m just emptying my mind passing the time until i can do drugs again

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@doggyspinkpills i fight the urge every waking moment

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i’m still so confused and i don’t know what’s going on but i try to assure myself that i’ve only been “better” for a couple months now, after being completely entirely miserable my whole life, i just hope that it gets easier, i can’t go back, i’ll actually die for real

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trying so hard to fight the urge to spiral and return to how miserable i was 6 months ago

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i have no glow or life behind my eyes or neutral facial expression at all, i’m genuinely so fucking dead empty demoralized inside and it shows through my face i feel like everyone can tell there’s something wrong with me

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are meds supposed to stop feeling effective after a certain point or am i just coping

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you said you like my hair, so go ahead and touch it

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i’m actually so fucking exhausted like holy fuck am i just going to be like this forever, will i ever wake up ready to take on the day ever again

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i just realized legitimately 99% if not 100% of the people i’ve interacted with on twitter since joining all have a mental illness LOL…

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@cokee77 shouldn’t have been there in the first place!

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@cokee77 you should be able to sue for this