told my parents. first ring my dad said was that i should've applied earlier and this is why he was urging me to apply sooner. and then i cried in front of them. idc about the school the failure and disappointment is awful. i'm not good enough.
i didn't get in to my dream school. but it's ok because it's my fault and i didn't think i'd get in anyways. it just sucks bc i've worked so hard for so long. this is what i get for being lazy and procrastinating. stupid. i am very disappointed. but i'm not even sad. i knew it.
i think my naturally skinny sister has been skipping lunch and exercising as well. i want to kms. i wish i had the energy to be more competitive but i can't do anything
good things are always happening to me
good things are always happening to me
good things are always happening to me
good things are always happening to me
good things are always happening to me
good things are always happening to me
good things are always happening to me