@fuzzyankylosaur if it makes you feel any better my dad is trying to use the clawd claude thing to make an ai youtube channel for profit and he uses it literally daily for all his projects and shit . my history teacher uses it too its fairly inescapable, even being online on the internet means -
@keyllorasys i love you i try my best to tell you everything i know and help you how i can i never know if im doing it right im glad you like it so much . i don't know what id do without you either i dont ever intend on letting you be lonely or go hungry
@keyllorasys how the mind protects itself even if some parts of it can be irrational. i wish i knew at all how to soothe it but if you want to go through with it you have to take a deep breath and push aside irrational paranoias
@keyllorasys it is irrational i can tell you that if it soothes you at all. they've shown to have your back, its just scary because this is a risky thing to do and youre already v traumatized by your dad so going against him is going to make you feel panicked and scared and paranoid. thats -
@keyllorasys it is not going to affect everyone the same and the same trauma can cause milder or worse effects in different children. the child's mind does not think of the "intensity" or "validity" or "degree" of trauma, it only processes a threat and that can look different individually.
@keyllorasys of privilege over you. and on the second hand, trauma doesn't affect everyone the same. thats why some people develop cptsd and some people develop did. and thats why there are people with did who are human trafficking victims and people with did who are emotional abuse victims.-