To the man who always listens but never there,
I wring out every word, every hurt.
Each day of complaints and never-ending grouse,
All this, only you, can only ever know.
You are never there, but to me, you are everywhere.
I find solace in your mere existence
An embrace, in my imagination
Is it forbidden?
For the wind so strong,
yet I can’t reach it
You’ll forever be a dream,
I smile while sleeping.
It’s dusk
And in this dark room
Everything I see is in black and white
My mind
Full of thoughts of only you
Figuring out how I’d forget
You are my happiness
How can I ever let you go
The light that’s slowly turning into poison
I know I should quit
But how can I?
just like how winter fast approached right after fall
how prettily the snow fell on my nose that day
the happiness it brought disguised as a star
it vanished immediately as spring came
A time each month to purge all my tears for all these emotions I feel for you all at once. How I’m withering away with time knowing it’s all in my mind.
It breaks my heart to look at someone I’ll never be with... something I’ll never have. Sincere, unconditional love I see on the screen and read on books. Years before, someone told me that kind of love doesn’t exist. But it does, only few could ever experience it.