bitweird

Old (30 👵) and fat. Always tired. Mainly a lurker. 7 years clean of SH so if you post uncensored SH dnf (i follow back😭) High SW + CW (332 - 185)🫠

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@kingkar0 @naijinoki @Busayooo_b this, especially as a gym girl like i'm sorry my ass is shaped like a check mark it is NOT for want of trying! i get unsolicited gym advice because of it all the time

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@Starrics :((

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@razzykcal 5'9 woman with muscle who used to be super morbidly obese. I feel this. I think it comes from never having been small. Always being aware I'm huge and gonna break stuff and needing to be hyper vigilant of my size just in case. :( I'm sorry man. Not fun

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@aaaaatorruq @jibrin_jj 1. They're part of a codependent psychological phenomenon. She's giving him "care" with food.
2. He's dead.

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@N1GHTBRRD exactly the same boat i lost 60 no issue and now i'm just like. i'm 10 kg away. just fucking do it. and i just cant lock in like i did

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@terrorful79301 Smith Corolla Stirling 1946 for the font itself is a close match. But the distressed look is never really going to be a feature, most typewriters even antique ones are very clear

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@victrixcals I'll be real when I was at my highest weight my skin was really good. Terrible diet, 330lbs. My hormones were basically switched off so I had no hormonal acne/skin oil issues until I lost weight and they appeared 👹

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

exactly why its so hard to recover from anorexia after being fat my whole life because im so scared of going back

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

@ttattooedfairy i cant even look at my wedding pictures for this reason. i hate how my own self hatred and vanity wont even let me look at happy memories, but i do wish i'd waited 💔

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

150kg 🫠

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

You need to wash. Have a bath, not a shower. Showers are too much standing up, too much effort. You're clean enough again. Your eyes are swollen from crying, you hate yourself, you go to bed. You'll do it all again tomorrow. Goodnight.

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

Spend a day at BMI 48
A long-ish🧵 for EDtwt

Just wanted a less cartoony one.

[bitweird @bitweirdinnit]

You think back to your friends trying on their outfits today, not even super skinny but normal. They're still human shaped. You're not. You feel deformed, you feel the toast stretching your stomach gently, you cry.