genesis

what the fuck man

[genesis @bl00dbubbles_]

i actually despise conventionally attractive men more than any other group. such fucking deranged creatures

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@Rosacetus @formalsweatsuit men will fuck literally anything with a hole. source: im fat

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yes im still suicidal. good morning tho

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this will be long and thought out and who knows when it will even happen. i want to die at my own hands anyways. i want to be in control. i am Crazy

[genesis @bl00dbubbles_]

im going to push everyone away until they stop reaching out and then ill kill myself. and in my note i will apologize for being so disgustingly selfish and that im sorry i brought everyone so much turmoil but i cant take it anymore.

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this isnt a cry for help. literally just an explanation for when im dead because im such a lazy fuck i cant be bothered to toughen up for once

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i do not have the sentiment or will to be better. im not strong. yes this is pitiful wallowing and disgusting hedonistic pity for myself but i cant. im pathetic and lack the strength to care.

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how to find a purpose in life when nothing is interesting or meaningful even when youve tried multiple paths, hobbies, and lifestyles. no glue no borax.

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i am genuinely nothing. i contribute nothing but negativity. i cannot change. i am poison. i should die.

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i want to kill myself i want to kill mys

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the urge to want to kill myself is so strong. but i love my mother so much and her mother shot herself in the head and her brother died of an overdose. like i just couldnt do that to my mom. its almost like when she dies ill finally have the out to end my useless fucking existen

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nothing is good for me. anything that is good i just take advantage of. therefore i should kill myself because i contribute nothing to the world.

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@nemoserves @goon4diddy a person was scammed out of all their money, then killed themselves. its quite fucking similar you neanderthal. grow a fucking spine.

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@amelieats no bc my generic cauliflower rice bag went from $1 to $2.50 what the fuck.

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@Blingblingrob this is the side of the same coin. you hate them because You Are them. both of you fuck everyone and do drugs. you are just like the women you hate.

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my twt is FULL of burner verse. im not even IN college. the men on their are so fucking foul and disgusting. i genuinely cant believe i walk amongst these primal barbarians that will do anything for an ounce of their male peers validation. men are just as gay as women

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its also crazy because i would never vote against their right to present how they want. people are free beings and it should stay that way. however when ur born with a dick and balls and try to TELL ME WERE SIMILAR? thats what makes me fueled with hate for them. idk.

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i hate. watching men try to be women. they can be ""prettier"" than the ugliest woman alive but they will never have what the biological woman has. i could rant forever about mtf people. sorry. i have so much hate for them.

[genesis @bl00dbubbles_]

i hate. watching men try to be women. they can be ""prettier"" than the ugliest woman alive but they will never have what the biological woman has. i could rant forever about mtf people. sorry. i have so much hate for them.

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im going to kiss her. Yep