𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾

...and i gain no deeper knowledge of myself. no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. this confession has meant...nothing.

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

ana is so damn comforting in a weird way i need that again

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

how do you force yourself to relapse into an ed

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

ana come back sorry for hating on u all the times i came back to u it was bad but at tge same time really fucking good I really fucking miss it

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

recovering from ed was sure good but honestly i miss when i had it. ifelt like i was at least living for something. something was costantly occupying my mind and distracting me. now i have nothing to really think about and that is actually killing me im dying

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

all i do all day is cry cry cry cry cry cry it's embarassing

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

HOW DO YOU MAKE IT STOP

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

my brain is sick

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

i can't commit cuz then i'll hurt my cat and my brother and parents and other people but it doesn't even feel like it's up to me if i kill myself or not it's up to thsi fucking thing kn my head

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

i actuallh reallg fucking wish I was dead I can't do this i cannot

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

I want to die

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

it's so damn fucking pathetic

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

im desperate

[detach @detachdaily]

a lot of people aren't actually afraid of opening up. they're afraid of realizing that opening up won't change anything.

[rabid dog @unrequiet]

leaving me alone is one of the worst decisions you can make in your life

[۟ @uveie]

sorry for being so sad all the time

[َ @aloaloksksks]

i don't even get mad anymore i'm just sad and thats worse tbh

[𝓂𝒾𝓂𝒾 @bl00dlesscorpse]

i wish i could show it better how unwell im actually doing

[gigi ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა | shedtwt !! @sikfukc]

been fantasizing abt so many different ways to kill myself it got to a point where I feel nothing but acceptance and peace thinking about it I’m not scared anymore I’m so close to finally be free I don’t wanna feel anything I want my life to finally end

[emi @vxmpcore_]

im like a stray cat that gets super attached to u after u feed it once