ᓚᘏᗢ kaia

26 ⋄ she/her ⋄ minors pls dnf

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

why is there a post limit on pinterest 🙄😒

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

anyone know who this is? i need to follow her :’)

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

i never go shopping & we no longer have a VS nearby, should i blind buy some vs mists as a treat or go for bath & body works? or maybe get my old beloved, viva la juicy, from fragrantica lmao

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

yk how ppl on meth will make several account on things like fb??
what mental illness is that (like, without the meth) bc why do i always feel the need to make a new account LMAO

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

they r so fucking mad T me right now

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

am i rlly fucking crazy or do any of you remember when i tried talking my SO into being a better person n what not

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

i feel like i’m going crazy and i haven’t had a “regular” primary doc in awhileeee. the last time i mentioned anything to my newest doctor she said “sounds like anxiety” i’ve been diagnosed with GAD since 2018. i can guarantee it’s smth worse :’)

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

but literally went right after work and bought himself protein drinks & snacks. it just feels unfair. i wish i would’ve been smarter and got a job a long time ago

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

our kids bday was tuesday and we were waiting for my fiancé to get paid today to be able to get a cake and at least one gift. all of the money immediately had to go to bills. i hate life :’)

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

he’s said a couple times since then that he would get a cake today. today has come and he looked at me like i was absolutely stupid when i asked about it. goes on about “why would we need that” “we need to stay away from stuff like that” type shit. i’m so frustrated :(

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

started out with just straight up “no.” with the face he made. then “why” and then i asked if he would just get smth else sweet since he didn’t want to get a cake and he talked abt how we don’t need anything like that and “he’ll see”

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

and on another note i’m so tired of being stuck in this damn house

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

sure, what i want is never that important but the fact that he will go whenever & wherever for whatever he wants but won’t for me has me crying

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

honestly couldn’t tell you the last time i brushed my hair. i did it tonight. it took a long time, a lot of hair, & it hurt :’)

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

tired of being a chunk but it’s like i’m addicted to eating things that are terrible for u ://

[vic ★ marge simpson of edtwt @M0NST3REXIC]

good for her but i am going to kill myself

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

it makes me feel so good and helps so much when people are assholes to me about my struggles. NOT. unsupportive fucks

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

@ghostlymiyo i’m sorry 🥺🥺🫶🏻🫶🏻

[ᓚᘏᗢ kaia @blackcherrymio]

(once again) love how everyone is allowed to be frustrated, angry, lose their shit except for me
“are you having a bad day?” every time i sound angry.
what’s the fucking point in asking when that’s literally all you’re going to say. i’m obviously struggling & you’re not helping