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if you can't love yourself how inthe Hell you gonna love somebody else - RuPaul

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Looking back on this account, I'm proud of myself for getting this far. #future #PositiveVibes

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Today is my rapists birthday.

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#struggling I'm so unstable at the mo, it doesn't help that my health is not fab and the doctor doesn't believe me

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Haven't cut since I got together with him, 14 months ago. I neeeeeeed it

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Getting bad again, honestly so damn close to cutting again

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Two bottles of wine at least twice a week isn't a problem right????

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Finally in the gym, losing weight properly this time #motivated #weightloss

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I'm so ready to be a better person and do better.

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Joined a gym so I can be thinner #yes

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At least i get to see the boyf today #perks

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Thinking about thinspo again...I thought i was doing okay

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Did the last exam of my degree today 🎉🎉

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Done with dbt #therapy #complete

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So numb I can't even cry

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Really struggling tonight

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All of a sudden I'm having bad days again

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Really having a Bad day... need to cut